LIEBE Familie und Freunde,
Mensch! What a good week! Actually, I feel like the people outside
this week were especially..unfriendly. We met a couple of nasties. But!
It was nevertheless a wonderful week. Why? Well, because I'm a
missionary! Ich bin ein Jünger Jesu Christi. And as such, EVERY week is,
indeed, wonderful:) In fact, I'm not sure I've ever had a better week
in my whole life than this last one! I feel like so many things just
dawned on me, and life just makes so much sense! We had interviews with
President on Friday. He said "How're you doin' Sister Bice?" I told him I
was doing great. He said "But how are you really doin'" I told him
really, that I was doing great. Then he said "Well what does great
mean?" Then I started into this whole spiel that went something
like.."Well you know President, I have thought a lot about it this last
week. I am just so happy, I don't know what's wrong with me. I have
never been more happy and content in my whole life, which doesn't make a
whole lot of sense because we haven't had very much success the last
two transfers...I don't know..I guess maybe I need to have higher
expectations for myself..." Then he stopped me. And laughed. And told me
to think about what I just said. *Still laughing* "Sister Bice, I am
going to have to write that down.." Then he said "Sister Bice, I'm glad
you're happy." "..you know what President? So am I."
I really have thought about it a lot this last while. I mean, the
work has been slow here in Wels. We..still..don't have any really solid
investigators..there are lots of days where we don't have a single
lesson...etc. But! Light bulb! Happiness has nothing to do with any of
those things. Happiness is a choice. And one day last transfer--I
remember it happening, but don't remember when--I decided to let myself
be happy. To love myself for who I am..strengths and weaknesses and
everything in between. I really can't explain it, but sometime last
transfer something inside of me changed. And ever since that beautiful,
subtle moment, I've been happy! Yeah sure I've had a few little hiccups
now and again but even on the "bad days"...I've still been happy!
Wahnsinn. :) You just gotta learn that no matter what you do, you're
STILL not going to be perfect...so! Why not embrace yourself in
the process we call perfection hmm?
So! Off that little soap box..hah. Hey! We managed to have a couple
of good lessons last week! Woohoo! And this coming week has a lot of
potential! We are still patiently awaiting the day when everyone in Wels
decides to embrace the gospel, but we are experiencing miracles all
along the way! I would have to say however that the highlight of my week
was Saturday! Saturday was...amazing! At 7.30am we got on a bus with
our little ward members and headed to Munich to..see the Prophet of the
Lord! The bus was DEFINITELY more comfortable than a train. Good choice
Sister Bice and Baxter. :) It only took 3 hours to get there and we had
plenty of time when we did. We were standing in a group of missionaries
waiting for our tickets when all of the sudden I heard a squeal and
before I knew it I was being rush-and-hugged by a group of teenage
girls...Göppingen!! Luise, Jana, and Belana! Daw! They were almost as
happy to see me as I was to see them! Then a few more of my little
Göppingenites filed in and I got hugs from all of them (that is, all of
them of the female gender...and little Jonas. He's only 9 :) Mensch! It
was SO good! It was really funny, after they cleared out, Sister Miles
(Presidents wife..) came up to me and said "Sister Bice, who were
all those people..?" I said "That was Göppingen!" She said "Oh! I
thought it must have been your family! I thought 'What are they doing
here??'" Well Sister Miles, you thought right. They ARE my family. :)
And to add to the wonder of the day..President Monson! When he
walked into the room and everybody rose to their feet...wow. We were
clear in the back, but even from where I was standing I could FEEL that
this man was in very deed a Prophet of God. I guess I could share some
of the things he shared, or talk about things that I learned, but let's
be honest, neither you or I have THAT much time! ;) Let it suffice to
say that that meeting was a testimony that President Thomas S. Monson loves
the members of this church, wherever they may be. He loves the members,
and he loves the non members. His concerns lie in the "rescuing" of
others. More evident than anything else in that meeting was the fact
that President Monson loves the Gospel, and President Monson loves the
Lord. AS I watched him, I couldn't help but think of the song "I'm
trying to be like Jesus..". President Monson has led a life of "trying
to be like Jesus" in that he loves and serves God's children. He reaches
out to the one. It was so cute. At the end as he was leaving, a little
kid ran up and wanted an autograph. Pres. Monson lovingly took the
child's paper, and used the closest back to him to sign it. Adorable.
Hah it was actually President Miles that he used to write. Super funny.
:) Anywho, you could just really feel his love for these beautiful
people. For all people. But most importantly you could feel his love for
the Savior. It was beautiful.
After the meeting I saw a Göppingenite who said "Schw. Hausmann is
looking for you!" Then! She found me! Ah! So good! Her first words to
me: "Sister Bice! How are you??...You've lost weight! *look of
disapproval*" Hah! Just like my mammy. :) We chatted for a bit, and she
is SO excited for her baptism this weekend! And I am SO excited to be
there! 6 hours on the train is gong to be so worth it. I wouldn't miss
it for the world. :) She has been telling everybody in the branch
"..Sister Bice is singing at my baptism!" Hah. Schauen wir mal wie das
klappt. :) At any rate, I love her so much!
I think on Saturday, I got a little taste for what heaven is going
to be like. I big giant reunion, with so much love that my little heart
isn't going to know what to do with it all! I can't wait:) And then of
course President Monson's talk was so much more than inspiring. I just
feel so much greater the need to get out go "to the rescue" by serving
and loving and striving to follow the example of the Master. The work
in Wels ist immer noch ein bisschen langsam, but we are definitely
working on it! With smiles on our faces:)
I loved what President Monson said on Saturday. "If we don't try, we don't do, and if we don't do, then why are we here?" The question really made me think. If we don't even TRY, then of course we are not going to accomplish anything! But as long as we ARE trying, we can put our trust in the Lord and be content (and happy!) with His will. :) I really felt inspired this last week to step it up a notch. To set more personal goals to better prepare myself to serve these beautiful, wonderful people of our Alpine Mission. On that note and before this gets any longer, sage ich Tschuss! I am so grateful for the gospel. I'm grateful to be on a mission for my Savior. I'm grateful to be serving among these wonderful people. I'm grateful for Jesus Christ, who was "..lifted up upon the cross; and after that [He] had been lifted up upon the cross, the [He] might draw all men unto [Him].." (3 Nephi 27:14...I love the Book of Mormon..just in case you were wondering..:) So! Meine geliebte Geschwister, "Let us all press on in the work of the Lord"! And always remember the Savior, and come unto Him as we try to follow His example, and love.
I loved what President Monson said on Saturday. "If we don't try, we don't do, and if we don't do, then why are we here?" The question really made me think. If we don't even TRY, then of course we are not going to accomplish anything! But as long as we ARE trying, we can put our trust in the Lord and be content (and happy!) with His will. :) I really felt inspired this last week to step it up a notch. To set more personal goals to better prepare myself to serve these beautiful, wonderful people of our Alpine Mission. On that note and before this gets any longer, sage ich Tschuss! I am so grateful for the gospel. I'm grateful to be on a mission for my Savior. I'm grateful to be serving among these wonderful people. I'm grateful for Jesus Christ, who was "..lifted up upon the cross; and after that [He] had been lifted up upon the cross, the [He] might draw all men unto [Him].." (3 Nephi 27:14...I love the Book of Mormon..just in case you were wondering..:) So! Meine geliebte Geschwister, "Let us all press on in the work of the Lord"! And always remember the Savior, and come unto Him as we try to follow His example, and love.
I wish you all a wonderful week!
Mit lieben Grüßen,
Sister Bice
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